Passports Here!

My passport just came in the mail. I cannot believe it has been 10 weeks since I applied.

I keep holding it, bumping it against my fingers and flipping through all the blank pages. It's real. Really real.

I've bought luggage, I've gotten shots, I have sent letters and recieved support, I have emailed to school back and forth, I have even talked to one of my fellow YWAM-ers on myspace and none of it seemed as real as it does right now. I have everything I need (other than a means of transportation) to leave the country.

Wow. I'm really going.

I've been studying Paul and his conversion in Galatians the past month and I relate to him a lot. My fear that something like this isen't possibly for me, someone with so many mistakes and so many failures and then God does something like this, sends me the passport. "Here hunny, get ready, I got big plans for you!"